DRUMROLL PLEASE

this week has totally sucked balls, i was feeling extremely fatigued and sore on sunday. i went to costco and could barely walk around, then monday came around and a horrible pain in the right side of my back started. i seriously was about to die, so we went to the ER and spent the whole night there cause i have a kidney infection.. freaking gay! but baby is totally fine, he was just chillin' the entire time i was dying from pain. lol

buuuuut in more exciting news, so we went to the doctors to find out the sex of the baby, ohhh how exciting. my mom really hasnt showed much excitement during this whole process, but i cant really blame her.. shes like a typical asian parent...fairly emotionless (lol so true, so very true). but im like BURSTING with excitement!!

so i am officially annoucing that February 21, 2010 we will be expecting a baby BOY!


i love how its labeled "boy parts" haha.

we didnt get any good pictures of him, he was being soooo uncooperative! with his head down and legs all crossed.. it took forever just to figure out he had a little wiener, but we are so excited!

the boyfriend and i also celebrated our 1 year anniversary together :) it was nice, but no pictures cause the kidney infection didnt really make it that enjoyable, lol. plus, i look all jacked up and such.. so i'll spare you guys the horror. lol

BACK FROM THE DEAD!

hola lovers! i am so sorry that i have left my blog so neglected for so long. im really ashamed! but a lot has happened in the past couple of months, i know i need to fill yall in. so lets get started....

yes, im pregnant!

im sure many of you dont know this, but when i started my blog originally at the beginning of the year it wasnt anything makeup or beauty related. it was a blog dedicated to my pregnancy (at the time). i guess it wasn't meant to be, and i ended up having a miscarriage a couple months later and this blog really just let me vent, but also served as a heart breaking reminder of what i had just lost. i was going to delete it and be rid of it all together. the emotions associated with my miscarriage were really too much to bear for me, and some how blogging about anything other than a baby, or the lack of, was really helpful. so i kept the blog around and continued to blog... which im very happy i did.

so the main reason for disappearing was because this pregnancy has been really up & down for me. first of all the morning sickness was KILLING me, seriously 2 months of it! OMG!! and i was morning sick during my vacation, thats why i didnt blog at all during that period either. im finally getting my energy back and being motivated to blog again :)

so heres the update:

1. i am currently 18 weeks pregnant (right around 4 1/2 months)
2. no, i dont know if im having a boy or a girl yet. i find out soon though!
   
3. i will be blogging lots about this baby.. so be prepared to be bombarded by baby posts!
   

but i have been keeping up with everyones blogs. i've been secretly lurking. sorry to everyone who has been asking me why i havent blog and my lack of communication has been just plain rude!! please forgive me and lets rekindle our blog-love :)